durjanaed

alas, i have wrote my last entry in durjana. a very sad thing to do. but i have to do it. for now at least.

how 4 years and 9 months have past. that is almost as long as the reason behind it started. my love for her. i wish that she had found durjana sooner. but that was not durjana was intended to be. it is just a medium, a space for me.

looking back at the entries, i could not believe how long have i hold the feeling inside. a hard way to learn a lesson. dont ever hold it in. let them know.

anyways, i intended to lay out my previous and future plans in durjana. a graphic display of stuff i wanted and done, and also stuff i want and will do. it was cut short due to the discovery. i am an open book now. all has been revealed, albeit too late.

whatever it is, i love you and my following entries will show to you the plans i have made.